Consider yourself in my shoes.

Every day woke up with the fear of not having pocket money for school.

Every day, the fear have already become numb.

Woke up, no pocket money, great.

Woke up, got pocket money, only that pathetic amount.

Today, I had to attend school from 12:15 PM to 6:30 PM.

Afterwards, I still got training to rush to.

Guess what?

One whole day, I only got a pathetic 5 dollars.

I'M SO FORTUNATE. 

I won't say my life is fucked up.

But my family definitely is.

Why?

Dear God, can you tell me why?

Don't stay mute please, God.