Thursday, January 31, 2008
Wow, today is the most tiring day out of the other working days. I woke up at 8am, started work at 9am. Travelling to different places that sells new year stuffs. Replenishing the goods there, damn tired! I've carried more then 800 to 1000 cartons of drinks. Now, i have after effects from the cartons of drinks.
Well, after carrying all those bundles of water, i went home for a bath before i took off for my real workplace. While i was on the bus ride home, i was listening to my mp3 and suddenly she came into my mind. I was missing her, her warming smiles, the way she tickles my stomach and laugh so happily, the way she hugged my bolster, she hugged me, her smell, her presence, her self-made cookies, the way she took care of me, the way she love me. I knew i was a complete idiot. To actually love her so much when she is having a fun time with another guy. She's enjoying life now, i hope. Yet after knowing so much truth did not stop me from loving her. Hope that guy treats her real good. Well, maybe my life is made this way. Sour, hard and a path made for a failure. I always choose to be positive, no matter how fuck up life is. I believe i can make my own pathway to being a positive failure. (: Dummies guide each sold separately. Available at nowhere. Good night everyone! (:
Born to be a Baller.(:
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`You can call me either Shane or Chee Fu, you decide.(: